Feeling poopy since bowling. Horribly tired.

Today, I feel really sick, too. D:

Feverish, wanting to vomit and tummy somersaults. Maybe its something I ate. >_>

And I’ve also been having a fluttery chest which I’m sure is down to fatigue, as well as lots of small panic attacks. So after this, I’ll be going to sleep, I think!

Ah, yes. I got a new phone not last monday, monday before. I’m on contract now, wahey. Works out cheaper. I also treated myself to some new clothes and stuff now that I’m going out more. From a shop, not ebay. XD New Look to be exact. They should all fit me. Because the one pair of jeans I have atm that are just a little tight round the waist band? I bought the next size up from those so there will be plenty of room, but they’re not going to look like skinny jeans. In fact my current jeans don’t look like skinny jeans. XD Also got me some belts that fit, they’re usually either too big or too small even with extra holes. XD So yay on that one. Skint now, well for now anyways, but all my money I get is going to mum when I get it now anyway. I owe her from bowling because I borrowed £12 and my contract bill and housekeep. D: Money is tight here atm so I feel guilty buying clothes, but obviously…having clothes has benefits and so I’m hoping its going to be a little less stress in the long run. I live in pajamas, but obviously, I need to wear clothes when I go out and stuff, which I’ve been trying to do more lately. I haven’t been out once this week, mainly too exhausted but I’m going to try and go to my grandparents this weekend anyway. Also been thinking of going to the cemetary and visiting the family and friends like, show em how I’m getting on but I’m not so sure I’ll manage tbh.

I’ve been reading and researching and stuff and discovered that the hospital are making me think I have more issues than I do and a lot of these individual problems are related to my M.E. I’m going to see about re-arranging a hospital appointment when I feel confident enough and discussing this with them. But I’m not ready yet, and I don’t want to freak out again.

Thats it for now, I guess. Uploading some new WP themes atm. Not sure if they’ll work well with this blog though but I’ll have a look see anyways. :)

While all that happening, I’m going to go and have a wash, clean my teeth, and go to sleep. ^_^ Good night.