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A school district in Pennsylvania spied on students through web cameras installed on laptops provided by the district, according to a class action lawsuit filed this week.

Lower Merion school district, in a well-heeled suburb of Philadelphia, provided 2,300 high-school students with Mac laptops last autumn in what its superintendent, Christopher McGinley, described as an effort to establish a “mobile, 21st-century learning environment”.

The scheme was funded with $720,000 (£468,000) in state grants and other sources. The students were not allowed to install video games and other software, and were barred from “commercial, illegal, unethical and inappropriate” use.

The district retained remote control of the built-in webcams installed on the computers – and used them to capture images of the students, according to a lawsuit filed in federal court this week.

The ruse was revealed when Blake Robbins, a student at Harriton high school, was hauled into the assistant principal Lindy Matsko’s office, shown a photograph taken on the laptop in his home and disciplined for “improper behaviour”.

According to Robbins, Matsko said the school had retained the ability to activate the laptop webcams remotely, at any time. Backed by his parents, Robbins filed a lawsuit on behalf of all students provided with laptops by the school.

The suit claims a violation of the privacy and civil rights of the students and their families and accuses officials of violating electronic communications laws by spying on them through “indiscriminate use of an ability to remotely activate the webcams incorporated into each laptop”.

It claims that since the laptops were used by students and their friends and family at home, images of “compromising or embarrassing positions, including … in various states of undress” have been captured. A school district spokesman, Douglas Young, did not return a call seeking comment, but told the Philadelphia Inquirer the district was investigating. “We’re taking it very seriously,” he said.

In a letter posted on the school district’s website, McGinley said the district had installed on the laptops a security feature that allowed the webcam to photograph the computer operator in the event the laptop is lost or stolen. He said that following the suit’s filing, the district disabled the feature amidst a review of technology and privacy policies. He said the feature was activated only to help locate a lost or stolen laptop.

“The district never activated the security feature for any other purpose or in any other manner whatsoever,” he wrote. “We regret if this situation has caused any concern or inconvenience among our students and families.”

Sauce: http://www.guardian.co.uk/world/2010/feb/19/schools-spied-on-students-webcams

So… teachers watch you get naked, do the nasty with your partner, facebook while you poop and wack one off. Delightful!

Its not just the single people who hate it. Lol.

Adam bought me a teddy, rose and a card. I kept it to myself how I dislike the card. Lol. It just says I like you thiiis much. Like a card you’d send to a friend… Kinda dissapointing as we’re both soppy romantics. I bought him a huge card and he didn’t bother to read it. Though he has problems with reading… But still, he got me a card and its just paper, its the thought that counts.

He’s still slipping up on the whole cake thing. Lol. I caught him out earlier but I don’t even care anymore. It isn’t important. Unless he gets food poisoning.

Bit annoyed. Hes going out for ANOTHER birthday meal tonight. This time its with family. And I know I’m not quite related, but I did think that I counted as family. But I wasn’t invited. So, apparently not. Don’t I feel special.

And I went furious earlier, I was red with rage, completley livid, punched and kicked the wall, booted doors and all sorts to refrain from hitting Adam in the face. He was saying how he was gonna have one of the huge cake desert things that are meant for couples and I said yeahhh, I don’t care. For obvious reasons. I should be there sharing it with him. And he was like yeahh, you never do, you don’t care about me. After everything I went through to try make him a fucking birthday cake, even though its messed me up, I was of course, furious as hell. He didn’t appologise, he just looked at me frightened. Hes never seen that look on my face, pure anger, the upset wouldn’t show. It was clouded by the anger. I feel bad cus he said that he doesn’t know what to say when I get angry or upset, or on a day when I’m really ill and that I scared him. Shock. And disgust. Not with him of course, but with myself. But I carried on being furious anyways. When he eventually appologised, with some prompting, I did my best to calm down. Thats what I wanted more than anything, an apology, but I’m still really hurt that he said something like that when I do nothing short of try my best. *Sigh*

Ah well. Such is life.

I was supposed to go out for a drink tonight with a few friends, with the weather and stuff, thats out the window. But Jess and I might go to the shop in a bit. Magazines. Might order me some chinese. Yumm…. need to binge. Lol

So, today was Adams birthday.

Bleh.

So anyone who follows me on twitter will know how I worked my ass off, making him a birthday cake, and I’ve done nothing short of try my best despite the fatigue, and pain, well now his birthday is over, tomorrow is Valentines, and then, I can finally give in to it and start resting up. Yay.

We went to my grandparents first. Weird, I know, but its what he wanted. I was half asleep in the car towards the end of the journey, then again in the house, I got up and ate an apple, praying for a little more energy. It worked for all of 5 mins, I used my remaining energy just eating the apple. I stayed for a little while, but ended up going to my room [I have a room at my nans, the smallest bedroom which is just the guest room now but I chose its deco and everything when I was little and to this day, it is still decorated as such, neat, tidy, and with the bed covered in teddies and plushies. :') ] and yeah, I decided to have a lie down and try catch a few zeds. I managed. Well half assed-zeds but it helped. I was panicking and iffy. Had a spell on the landing where I just went KAPUT! on the floor. I’ve never really had one like that at my grandparents before. I did have a couple of off balance moments in the kitchen with my grandad earlier though when I filled my tank up with grape juice. *pats belly* Yum. After a bit, we went home. My mum and nan were wiing together on the wii fit, my grandfather and Adam were having a natter. Good stuff. It was acceptable for me to rest. *nod* especially as we would be going out later.

Got home, after a bit, re-washed my hair [cus it went all icky from sleeping at nans] and re-did my make up. Just in time. I started panicking and saying I couldn’t do it, I couldn’t go. I figured I’d have a better chance and more leway if mum took us, so I asked her to, instead of us taking a taxi, after some convincing, she agreed.

There were road works up in Sutton which resulted in diversion. Which resulted in mum getting a tad bit lost as she wasn’t too sure where she was going in the first place. This induced a little more panic, but relaxed another part of me at the same time. “Theres no rush” I told myself. She dropped us off at a bus stop near by the resturaunt. As the resturaunt wasn’t actually somewhere where you could park outside of. This also calmed me down a bit. “You can do it!” I told myself. I said to myself, I had to bear through it and so if it were to happen again, it would be easier the next time. It’d be a positive experiance.

We went in to the resturaunt. Dead on 9pm when the table was booked for. Met up with Sarah who I hadn’t seen in ages, Ant, Mike and Dan [aka Nels]. Sausage fest. Faaaaaaaaab. *cough* It was at LEAST 9:20pm when we actually got our table. Thats the last time I actually bothered to look at my phone. So more than 20 mins to be seated. Our server didn’t bother offering us drinks, nobody explained how the place worked [so Adam and I, first timers, had to make presumptions] and there were some incredibly rude people standing right behind us, between our table and the empty one next to it, blocking the way. Sarah yelled at the waitress who was reluctant to give us drinks. We got them after like… 15 mins though. Crap service. Adam went and got food with the others, Sarah had hers and was back first. Adam went to sit back down but the rude guys had migrated and were blocking the way. He walked the entire way round our 10 seat table to sit down. I yelled at the guy, EXCUCSE ME! …I was ignored. I yelled again, “Excuse me, can you move please!” Gotta yell in that place, its noisier than a school cafeteria. Still ignored me. I really started to lose my patience. “EXCUSE ME PLEASE, CAN YOU MOVE, YOU’RE BLOCKING HIS SEAT!” He gave me a dirty look and did one of those “move shoulders but not actually moving out the way really” kind of things. *sigh* Adam got seated and just looked at me as if to say … confrontation, hmmm. Lol.

I then got up to use the bathroom. I came back to my seat, being who I am, I’d pushed my chair underneath the table. A woman had joined the group of rude people and was blocking the way now too, as well as the previous rude guy standing where my chair would have been. I had to stand there a sec, they sorta noticed, and I said, “can you move please mate, you’re blocking my chair!” and he just gave me evils and I threw my chair half way across the floor, moved in front of my place, and pulled it in and sat down. Lolpwnt. THEN the geezer tried to backchat me. And at this point, I found out from Sarah that he worked there so I may make a formal complaint. He said “its all yours!” with a snidy, dirty look, so with the new info, I said, “damn right it is, I’m paying £16.99 for this bloody meal, I’m damn well gonna sit in my fucking seat for it.” He just glared at me. I should have knocked his fucking turban off. Stupid prick. Adam just looked at me like… woah. XD Hes not seen me be that confident and confrontational before. Lulz. Prolly the only time I ever am, when I’m pissed off. I was furious as it was Adam’s birthday and I didn’t want pricks getting in the way ruining it when Adam isn’t the type to speak up, so he would have stood there for ages, had I said nout. Though if I hadn’t, Sarah probably would.

Oh yes, and then the food! I paid £17 for a small piece of pizza. Which was crap. A small handful of chips, which were crap. 6 roast potatoes. [Technically 3 if you count how they're halves] And a small piece of grilled chicken. Okay, to be fair, I could have gotten bigger pieces, more potatoes, or other food, but there was nothing else there that particularly took my fancy. Most of the potatoes were ok-ish and the chicken was alright eaten with the potatoes but still. I paid £17 and that is all I ate. Then it cost me £3.19 for a fucking glass of coke. Oh, for any americans. Thats about $32 USD for the meal. And $7 for the drink. Joy. The selection of food was also crap. There most certainly was NOT something for everyone.

So yeah, bad food, bad service, bad environment. Nobody asked us if we needed anything, if we wanted more drinks. We wern’t thanked for our custom. Worst meal out I have EVER had. And I’ve had some bad meals out!

I think from now on, I’ll be sticking to Buffet Island, where they don’t race ahead while supposedly showing you to your table, no matter how busy they are. They make sure you’re aware of any steps there may be so you do not trip. They ask you immediatley if you would like a beverage, and if they could get you anything, and just to ask if we required anything else. They do not crowd you while you eat. They have nicer food. They [usually] bow, and always say thank you! when you leave. Whether you tipped them or not. [Now we've been going more regularly, we tip, but they always said thanks before we tipped them, too. It HAS to be good service for me to leave a tip!] The staff are way more sociable and “hope you enjoy your meal” and “hope the food was to your liking!” So yes. I think from now on, will definatley be keeping to Buffet Island. I don’t care whos birthday it is or what, I will never be returning to Jimmy Spices. Appauling services. Would I reccomend to a friend? Maybe if they had pissed me off enough and I wanted revenge. Maybe thats why people cancelled when they found out we’d be going to Jimmy Spices instead of TGI’s.

(CNN) — Japanese Foreign Minister Katsuya Okada on Thursday apologized to South Korea for the more than three decades when Japan ruled over Korea, calling the time a “tragic incident.”

Okada made the rare apology during a joint news conference with South Korean Foreign Minister Yu Myung-hwan, Korean state-run media reported.

“I believe it was a tragic incident for Koreans when they were deprived of their nation and their identity,” Okada said, according to the Yonhap news agency.

“I can fully understand the feelings of (Koreans) who were deprived of their identity and nation. I believe we must never forget the victims,” he added.

Japan controlled Korea from 1910 to 1945. During that time, Japan’s military is accused of forcing about 200,000 women, mainly from Korea and China, to serve as sex slaves. They were known as “comfort women” for soldiers in Japan’s Imperial Army.

There have been street protests and lawsuits in that past in South Korea over the sufferings of the comfort women.

At least one other Japanese leader has apologized for the era.

In 2001, then-Prime Minister Junichiro Koizumi acknowledged the “enormous damage” inflicted by Japan’s military “by colonization and invasion.”

Sauce: http://edition.cnn.com/2010/WORLD/asiapcf/02/11/japan.korea.apology/index.html

Seems to be quite a frequent thing despite it being a long time ago. Things were differen’t back then and different people decided a different path. Hmm, I have mixed feelings on this. Its a bit late for appologising but I think the sentiment is polite. But apologising doesn’t really change anything.  But I guess thats how asians are. I’m not saying thats a bad thing. But Peter @ J-List says this is about the 12th time they’ve appologised since he moved to Japan. Hmm…

Ladies and gents, I would like to introduce you to Seth.

Seth is… amazing.

http://www.youtube.com/user/bwelmhouse1

I was searching the net for ways of coping with anxiety, it turned up nothing I didn’t already know. So purely by chance, I headed to youtube and found a video by Seth. About coping cards. Writing down encouraging phrases, dealing with symptoms and such on little cards to carry around, periodically read back when [and when not!] needed. And I’d never thought of that before, so I went ahead and made my own. I had fun with them. Mine are blue coloured funky cut paper that I doodled on, and folded up funny, so if I use them in an anxious situation, I figured unfolding them would be a distraction and draw out the process a little. It might sound silly and I don’t know yet whether or not it’ll make a difference, but any single second of distraction, I would be sincerley greatful for.

Because when one starts to panic, logic tends to go out the window, and negative thoughts creep in, so its nice to have something personal to read and drill in to your head. This was written when I was thinking logically. It sinks in better. Well thats what I think. I tell myself the things that are written on my cards all the time, but when I read them to myself, it seems to sink in better. Though I’m not sure whether it’ll work in an actual situation or not, I don’t have anything to lose really, other than a couple of pieces of paper. I can handle that. Its not like I forked out on one of those “miracle cure” things that don’t work. So its worth a try, right?

So yeah! So I decided to check out more of Seth’s videos and ended up subscribing to him. [If you want to look, I posted a link further up in this post!] I also noticed he had a twitter page so I decided to go follow him over there and drop him a message. We’ve been having a conversation since then. And I must say, hes an incredibly inspiring person. Hes been on a long journey and is still fighting, not giving up, and that is so inspiring. I try to stay positive and try to do my best, but sometimes, it just weighs me down. I feel like I’m not getting anywhere. But I realize its a slow, long, and painful process, but we can make progress, and he has prooven that. His username is @Seth200 if you want to follow him on twitter.

I’ve never really spoken to anyone with Agoraphobia like me, especially not anyone with such a positive attitude. It just boosts my own attitude which is something I’ve really needed as of late. I’ve just been thinking like, whats the point? Its so much easier to stay inside, where I can be calm, relaxed and away from the world. But the world is a huge place, and I want to explore it!

So yeah! So this guy is like… a hero. I hope I can stay so positive and make such progress like he has done, give my own story a happy ending. I’m going to try my best to tackle obstacles that come in my way, and not run away because I get a little bit anxious. I’m going to try and fare through it. But I’m always scared a negative experiance will set me back, and on top of that, if I freak in public, I’ll be scared of everyone staring at me, and too embaressed to go back there again. How do you deal with that? I don’t know. But I’m sure one day I will find a way.

So, hopefully I’m going to be a little more pro-active. And a huge huge thanks to Seth for his kind words, inspiration, and for sharing his story. It really helps to know you’re not alone, that you have people who know how you feel. Of course, its a shame, but it means people don’t have to fight alone. We can help each other and get through it. Slowly but surely.

I’m not just fighting for myself anymore. For my boyfriend, for my family, for my friends, and for everyone else who has ever supported me in anything that I have done. I’m determined to do it. I WILL do it. No matter how long it takes. I’ll get there.

Yush! [And yeah, I backdated this post]

Adam got to sleep over on Saturday night. Wooooooo! Was kinda nervous. Hes slept over before and everything, but not in my room. Hes come over and fallen asleep in my bed before… but not spent the night in there. A quick nap is all good but I had no idea how I’d cope with him being their all day and night and wasn’t sure I’d get any sleep. But I did, and it was an amazing nights sleep. And we even had the cliche clingy AHHH! GROSS DISGUSTING MOVIE! When the dude bit off the birds head watching the hills have eyes. Weird though. I just laughed when a dude got axed in the head. I’m a weirdo I guess. :p

But yeah, it was fantablious. So cosy, warm, and snug. I was so damn happy. A lot of mixed emotions happened too though. Cus I’m really not good with these things. But now it feels weird that hes gone home and he isn’t here. My bed feels lonely and empty. Sadpanda.

Though it probably doesn’t help I’ve been a royally emotional wreck. Lulz

Also, its his birthday on Saturday 13th. He was saying how he wanted a cake so I decided I’d bake him one. But shh, its a secret. He doesn’t look at my blog or anything so he won’t find out from this. His mum posted a fb status saying if Ruth or Scott would bake him a cake or something tonight and I was like DDDD: But admittedly mildly relieved when they both said no. ‘Cus I’ll be going to the DIY Icing Centre to get all the stuff I need for decorations and such and I’m even borrowing tins from Gillian to bake the cake. [We only have rectangle tins now. My mum threw my round ones out] cus my baby said he wants a cake, and the “testing the waters” with my cupcakes? He loved them. He seemed surprised I could bake. XD My cupcakes are what made his little brother remember me after a couple of years of not seeing each other. “They’re so sweet, you gotta use a lot of sugar, but they’re the best cupcakes I ever had though.” Lol. I don’t use a lot of sugar. I just sprinkled extra sugar on the top when they were still piping hot.  :3 The sugar kinda melts a bit and adds a moist sweetness to them. *shrug* But yeah. So thats the plan. Even making a little icing figurine of him. :3 Its well tricky though! I was thinking of making a marzipan one but idk if he likes marzipan… Cus I don’t want the cake to be overly sweet… Peh. I hope I can still bake birthday cakes. The last birthday cake I baked was my own for my 17th. XD Its only decoration was reglace icing… because I ate the rest before it even went on the cake. Lol!

But yeah anywhoos. Adam stopped over and it was freaking amazing. I didn’t think I could feel any closer to him but again, I felt a new connection. I don’t quite understand it but yeah. I mean, we’ve spent the night together before. Not that I slept because he kicked me out the bed, then hogged half of it and the dogs hogged the rest at Hay’s place. But yeah! I got some sleep. I was warm and snug against him and it was bliss. I just wish my bed was bigger! We have mad skills. We shared my SINGLE bed. Thus why when he stopped over before, he had the sete. XD Though we both fit in my bed perfectly fine actually… But I was prepared to end up sleeping on the floor but it didn’t happen. Huzzah!

Gosh, I don’t half feel great!

The weather was nice today, and those who’re “with the programme” so to speak, who do follow me, know how my health is affected by the weather. I usually get horribly emotional before a drastic weather change. Thus why last night and early on in to the morning, I could not stop crying, then I wake up to joyus warm sunshine. I felt so good, I even got up, showered, nice make up [more than my usual eyeliner I mean] and Adam and I went to the shop!

Firstly, huge achievement in itself as getting out is hard for me.

On the way to the shop, I noticed something as we were walking down the road. It seemed somebody had left their keys in their front door. The door was shut, but the key was in the door, along with the car key for the Ford Mondeo that was on the driveway. So, I went up to the persons front door, knocked the letter box and rang the doorbell. No answer. Rang the door bell again. Still, no answer. Oh dear. So… the house owner is out, and I have free entry to their house, and then their car right in front of me. So what do I do? Adam spots a neighbour and wonders if he knows them, so I enquire; “Excuse me, do you know who lives there, by any chance?” yeah, we explained the situation and he was like oh I see, I’ll put the keys inside here [in his porchway type thing] and put a note through their letterbox. I thanked him and we resumed travelling to the shop.

I hope those people got their keys back and everything. I know the guy was their next door neighbour and everything, but we had no idea who he was or what he was like, he might fancy that mondeo, or they might have a big tv next door he wants. Ya know what I mean? But in that situation, what can you do, really? Just gotta try and trust. Might see next time I go to the shop if I go next week, check the person got their keys back okay or something. Just to make sure.

Yus. Good day. I felt good after doing that. I could quite easily have had that persons car, or the contents of their house, the thought never even crossed my mind. Well, only one thought of entering came to mind, and that was to open the front door, as the keys were in, put the keys inside, and close the door again, maybe have a peek around to check that all was okay, because there was also a little card on the keys about emergency healthcare stuff, its hard to explain, but basically meaning somebody lived there who wasn’t in the best of health who probably needed caring for. But when I saw their neighbour come out of next door, I decided against it. They don’t know who I am, I could have been anyone, a burgler for all they knew. I’d hate to get cliche’ly hit with a frying pan.

Adam and I got to the shop, bought my magazines which I haven’t done in months, and walked back. Half way back, the pain was kicking in, but I managed.

When we got back, Adam was fooling around, he picked me up and said “woah! you’re loads lighter! you’re so easy to pick up now!” I smiled. I didn’t tell him about my recent weight loss. When we first met, just over a year ago, we had brief-ish conversation, I’m bad with people. Then I saw him again at another party in February, which is where he apparently fell in love with me. We cuddled on the sete for the entire thing, near enough. And at one point, he was hugging, picking up-spinning everyone. He couldn’t pick me up very well. In fact, pretty much, he couldn’t pick me up at all.

When we started dating, he did pick me up, could tell he strained. I’d lost a little weight. Now, he picks me up with ease! It makes me smile so much, I squeal and its fun and smiles all round. Though hes kinda strong anyways. I’m not sure of my exact weight but it WAS about 14 and a half stone 1 year ago. Now, its 11stone something I believe. Not sure, but as I was 12.4stn before I lost the 7lbs, yeah. That would make sense. Yay me.

So this has added to my happiness of the day.

AND Adam gets to sleep over tomorrow night, and provided my brother doesn’t whine about it, hopefully he won’t have to sleep on the sofa this time. :p Ahh, bliss. But he does snore. But I have something to hit him with if he disturbs me. ;]

I’ve lost 7lbs since I last went on the wii fit a fortnight ago!

Warning, this entry has poop descriptions. It may be crude. XD

I think its because of the medicine I had a reaction to a week ago. It was coming out both ends and I haven’t had a “solid” poop so to speak, since. In fact, I’ve only had 1 poop since. Yes. This tells you just how shite my bowels are. Pun intended. Wondering if I should take another one. XD 7lb! Now I’m almost at healthy weight! I was higher up on the “at risk of overweight” before, and now I’m only a third in to the “at risk of overweight” segment. No wonder Adam has been able to pick me up a lot easier lately! Shows them colon cleanse things do work after all. XD

Thing is, I can’t really see where its come from. My belly is more squishy I guess. More flabby. Not attractive! Need major tummy toning I think! Or I’m gonna be one of those women who needs a tummy tuck cus of the excess skin that hangs over her waist band. And on top of that, my stretch marks have almost dissapeared! So if I went on holiday, I would have the confidence to wear a bikini I reckon. Which is the only type of swimsuit I can wear. Cus of my top half being so much bigger than my bottom half. XD

But also, Adam and I have decided we’re gonna start going jogging in the morning. I can jog very far… cus of well, my health obviously, but hes willing to put up with it and do it with me for my benefit. Well at least I hope so. But sports bras don’t work for me. So I’m going to have to try bandage down the boobies yus.

Yeah. Weird and personal entry eh.. such is life. As if I care. :p I don’t really get strangers reading my blog, after all. If I dunno you, then ahoy! And bye? Seeing as you probably won’t visit again now. XD

Good news is Adam’s rash has gone and he is okay now.

The doctor just prescribed him a big tub of e45. No referal to a dermatologist or anything. It may not have even been that product either! Cus it always flared up more when he came round here, but since I changed my bed covers… nothing. Maybe it was cat fur? But he has a cat… not that hes around it much tbf. Where mine lives on my bed. Which… she is snoring right now actually.

Adam has work tomorrow… and yet I’m like ahhh! Its so hard when hes not here. Too dependant indeed. I have no idea what I’m gonna do tomorrow. I’m in the mood to do *something* … I just dunno what. Not gonna see him tomorrow cus hes having a proper dinner with his nan and brother.

Also, some other silly crap happened today, but I’m not gonna go in to it as it isn’t my buisiness to tell really. Just short notice from the hospital, a letter through the post 2 hours before the appointment. Wasn’t for me, was for someone else and ofc, they couldn’t make it, making them wait more months. NHS fail.

I could type more but idk what to say. Oh… other than I’ve been thinking about making some videos about life with M.E. …but I am still unsure. But I need to work on *something* or I’m going to go insane.

My poor baby! Hes covered in a delightful rash. It was amusing at first. I said he had fleas. Lol. But its not funny now. He has a nasty angry red rash that looks like he’s had an allergic reaction. Its pretty bad. It went down but its flared back up again!

It might be my fault. I bought him some of that Garnier Men Expert moisturizer for sensitive skin stuff for xmas and he just used it the other day, and since then hes been all itchy and now hes all angry red! Gutted! Hes having to take tomorrow off of work, it hardly screams good health and hygeine if he goes in all flared up like that and scratching himself silly. He was supposed to go to the doctors this morning but as it had gone down, he didn’t bother. I made him promise to make an appointment to go tomorrow and then give me a call to let me know what they say and if he wants to see me or not. See if I need to lotion him up again. Oooft. Bet he loves it really. ;p Naw, in other circumstances, I’m sure he would, but like this, no. Poor guy! He got all shy and tried to hide from me but I wouldn’t let him. I still love him with his angry red rash. We drove up to the late night pharmacy… they wern’t too helpful.

Been slathering him in e45, I just want to wrap him up and cuddle it away! Haha, I’m such a sap. The silly moo, what am I gonna do with him eh. He got all worried about it. I felt sooo bad, its gotta be so uncomfortable! It looks ever so sore! To add to it, he almost got hit by a chunk of brick on the bus on the way home from mine, too. ON THE BUS! Somebody bricked the window. Fucking idiots! In my years of catching the 67 bus to school and back, where there are plenty of idiots, not once has anyone bricked the bus window. Thrown eggs at it and other stuff, yeah, but never a brick. I feel so bad for Adam because its not the nicest thing to walk home round this area in the dark either. And now hes probably worried about getting on the bus, too. Can’t say I blame him! Its enough to add to my bus phobia. I wanna wrap him up in cotton wool and keep him in my bed now. I want to just wrap him up in general. Hes so cuddly. And MINE. Yus. Bless.

Will hopefully update soon. Hopefully this nasty rash is going to leave him alone and the doctor will make him all better. I hope!